Its gonna be the lat day of NUS application tomorrow, and i have not applied yet. COntradicting huh, as i mentioned in my entry sometime ago that i was blur that i past the closing date. Im in a delinma whereby i wonder whether if i should apply anot.

Chances of getting it is unknown. But my worry is what if i get it and i dun wan it due to certain reasons. I nv tot i will come to this point where i will be stucked and to even ponder whether i want to pursue the degree.. Reason being i have always wanted it since young. But suddenly pop came out a similiar degree but it is from Monash Uni(Singapore). I start to compare on the modules offered, the fees etc etc... and im stuck.

And with reason being than what gonna be if i really do study full time, what will happen to the finances. And what if i take part time trhu Monash i will take fastest 8yrs to save enuff.. and by than how old i am??

Than considering of getting to settle down.. hahah oh my... i sound so serious, so many thoughts huh.. Just lots of random thoughts of whether to apply anot.. and well... etc etc.. hahaha

Just a post of talking to myself la ahaha... :P