Wow.. it has truely been a good day of rest. :) Everything went slow and i could just relax. This is truely what i have been expecting haaa.. surprisingly i work up at 1030am... surprise hor hahaa.. the usual piggy me somehow jsut woke up and couldnt zz.

Hmmm... i just wanna thank God for today that i was just able to relax and rest.

Just now i watch CNA, and they were showing about this girl who attempted suicide twice and she is only 16. oh my... it brought me to think back when i was younger... when i face thoughts of suicidal too, but it nv happened :) I thank God that somehow i know it was wrong and it was selfish and that i nv had the courage too. i cant imagine if i would have done it.

Now thinking bad, it seem real scary, how the mood swings and thoughts could have just got a hold of me, and as i think about it, God has indeed been faithful. :) I realise, many youth nowadays are facing this issue too, to some it could be self afflicted hurt, to some just letting the emotions run over and slowly eat into ur live, to some it is to just end their life. The purpose of living seem bleak and many a times no point of living.

My prayer that i will just know more of the ways of God, that when faced with situation when i know ppl close me are facing these thoughts, i pray not only will i be sensitive but i will know how to react to such things. cos many times i just feel helpless not knowing wat to do, except just to be there simply.

well, seem like it have been sometime that i wrote such an entry ahhaa.. today was truely a reflective one hahaa..

I thank God for the life He gave me, that He know me inside and out, that it is truely Him for his glory that whatver that has happened in my past, are experience for His glory. A bigger picture, that now i could just empathise with ppl who are going through bad times in their lives:)