The streets are filled with posters of PAP and Worker's Party. Sometime to think about it, how efficient the government can get. The moment Nomination has ended, next you see ppl filling the street pinning up the poster.

On a random thought, i thought about how much they have invested to print such poster. And if you were to observe, you will realise it quite gd quality being it not those flimsy paper but with cupboard.

On another thought, i was jsut wondering does it really help with those posters around. No doubt it help ppl like me to know more about who is 'fighting' for the vacinity but for those who are voting, they woould more or less know who they want to vote already.

I nv noticed 5yrs ago that these posters are put up each time voting is required. probably than i was plainly ignorant. As the age catches, haha(as if i so old) i start to observe, start to watch news(dun luff i know :P) And yes, i wun be voting this time hahaa.. let me enjoy this yr of my teenage life :)

yes... :)

I feel so sleepy. It has been pouring for the past 1 1/2 hr, and i am freezing. Im all alone at my unit with only the com. to accompany me. Any kind soul who is online to chat with me? Or anyone wanna make me a hot drink? or provide me with a thicker jacket? Well.. i have finished reading Torey Hayden book, and i'm bored. I think i fell in love with her books, haha anyone have her books to lend me?

Was calculating on my studies, considering taking up a bank loan but if u didnt know bank loan charges interest 6.4% per annum. *faint* wat rubbish!!! If i take 8 years for loan tenure the sum payable will be $48640. Did u see the amount? Yes!! It is FOURTY EIGHT THOUSAND SIX HUNDRED AND FOURTY. hahaa.. interest payable is $16640. *faint*
GOd, if there is what and where you want me to go, you have to settle it! provide for me :)

Went to MINDcafe yesterday. It is like Settlers Cafe, but a little bigger hahaa.. if you dun know what are these weird names, these are cafe that allow you to play board games. Quite fun. We play this game called "Who is the boss" interesting game. When Eugene first explained we were like wat a game so chim. But well after playing it its quite fun :) yeah lo.. it about negotiating for deals. yeah lo :)

Gonna have crab later after work. Going with collegue, hahaa... Boss wanna treat us there no idea why. nvm hahaa... meanwhile i think im gonna just stone... this few days is just relaxing during working hrs, the next few weeks will be 'chionging' with lots of meetings and stuff le.

You think you have the years all nicely planned

You think you have the whole thing in your hand

- when suddenly a day will come and bring

- the thunderbolt that changes everything

You say that life can never be the same.

You look around for somebody to blame

- and wonder how you're going to struggle through

-this mountain of a problem....

You find that life goes on - and so do you.

Day by day you take a different view

- and looking back you came to realise

-your troubles were but blessings in disguise.

Patience Strong

Exclusive Mar 1989

Many a times we think we can plan all we wan, everything seems like a perfect plan, but who knows suddenly everything come crashing down. To some they might breakdown, to some they have the resilence to move on. Many a times, in moments like these, i thank God for His faithfulness He nv fails. Unless He builds it, we will just labour in vain. Things happen for a reason and purpose. I purpose that we might not understand now or in the near future, but still trust and have faith. God will nv fails :)

I have been reading this book by Torey Hayden - The tiger's child, i must say this bk is simply great. Needs processing too la haaaa.. let me tell u the summary of the bk..

Sheila was a deeply disturbed six-yr-old when she came into Torey Hayden's life - a story poignantly chronicled in the author's One Child. Over the course of five remarkable months, the dedicated special-education teacher profoundly touched the life of this abandoned, abused little girl. Then Hayden lost touch with the child she had helpes to free from a hellish inner prison of rage and silence. But seven years later, Sheila was back, now a gangly tennager with bright orange hair - no longer broken and lost, but still troubled and searching for answers. A story of dedication and caring begun in childhood was moving into a new extraordinary chapter that would test the strength and heart of both Sheila and her one-time teacher - as the skilled and loving educator answered the call once again to help a child in need through her difficult yet glorious transition into young womanhood.

Well her patience and love for the kids, and really wisdom is amazing. God use me, i do not want to rely on wordly wisdom, but ur extraordinary one :)

I must say the week had past real fast that it a monday again. Played badminton yesterday with Kingdom Usher, really enjoyed myself. I just simply love badminton hahaa.

I thank God for the week, for everyday is a new day. I thank God for His faithfulness, i thank God for so many things.

In my previous post, i posted about being excited with GLOW. yes, indeed im just so excited at what God has in for us. Glow meeting yesterday was interesting. We share, we encourage and we edify, its been a long time u know. Prayers really answers. And God nv fails i tell you.

In the week, i experience the ups and downs, the tiredness and just catching my breath, i thank God for being with me, i thank J for walking with me :)

I have frends who are not going thru a good time, all i can say is people need to Lord, and well, in anytime when u need someone to talk to, my lines are open and you know who you are :) My prayer is day my day i will see more of God and be a vessel for Him :)

God loves u and me :)

Hmmm... have work today. It has been a long time since i last work on Mon..yawnz :)

Im all alone in my unit today so sad hahaa... well well.. to my dismay, when i tot i can take off tomolo, i realise i have a meeting to atend..*faint* oh my hahaa...

This weekend indeed has pass first. i thank God for the time that i could just rest and relax in Him. Have been a long time that i stay in prayer rm for so long. Went earli to mt J for lunch, than had a long wait to the start of the service hahaa...

God, i wan more of u, show me, that my heart be willing. Dun pass me by, dun pass GLOW by too. I want to wait on u, for ur directions.

Thank God that after some big hoo ha, i finally got back together with J. To some it is disappointing to some they were happy for us. After this incident, i realise that J still meant alot to me, and well.. but i do know that the road ahead can be tough as even some close to me objects of us. I believe this time will be different, i trust God to teach us and guide us, may our relationship glorify God indeed.

Hmm.. some how I feel a little drain and heavy burden. At the same time excited over things. Somehow so many mixed feelings.

As I reflected on my working life, it had been almost a year. Immediately after finishing exams, I was working part time at Safra, and than after than working at Canon, than student care teacher full-tiime, and finally to now where I am, programme coordinator.Sometimes thinking back, it has been quite tiring. At times just wanna a break.

Well well.. but I really thank God for His strength all this while. If it wasn’t for Him, I wouldn’t have hold on for so long. Thru those working, I learnt different skills and different thing. Sometime quite scary, cos everything is just happening sooo fast.

In my current job, I face with uncertainty ahead. Things can be quite messy and at times I dun even know wat to plan. And even if I plan, need to be more meticulous or I plan things might not go my way. Have to adapt and be flexible. God teach me.

I thank you for being Faithful.

Excited being of the renew vision and affirmed vision for GLOW. Im excited to know wat in for us, and how to work towards there.. that GLOW can really GLOW, than we have a common love and common bond to just glorify God

Shall stop here... lost my trend of thoughts: P

I feel a little sick. Think my gastric flu is back again. Keep wanting to throw up.arghz dun like the feeling. Was flipping on the bed last nite, dunno what couldn’t get to zz at all. Was feeling warm, even with aircon, than one moment very cold hahaa… dun tell me im falling sick. COS im not :P

Tonite gotta work I think, got some exhibition and was confirmed that it is on today. Till now time now confirm..*faint* hahah this is bad but nvm, I suppose to be flexible.

Than gotta meet some org ppl next week.. *nightmare* I dun like to PR… arghzz… but well well have to learn it la hahaa.. like shifu said.

And thanks to shifu im updating now hahaa.. :P shifu honoured not hahaa… I’m told by my supervisor that she will let go le.. no longer shielding and covering me.. hahaha I need to learn.. well well.. God teach me, only I can do it with u…